Even More So For Us

I dedicate this morning to no more of that bullshit of something taking over, something which is not from my soul.

Every song belongs to You, every song belongs to You!

It can be simple and easy. It can be dedicated to You. The flow can be Yours, the flow can be Yours, which it always was. Lining up with You inside, and noticing my pride. Noticing what's inside that resists, that resists You.

This is the song form I like best. Simple and easy is ready for this.

There's nothing complicated that needs to happen with you, Love. It's as easy as a decision, which you made.

It is lie that music is hard. It is a lie that music is hard! What's hard is being in resistance to the joy you feel inside. What's hard is saying you don't get to play. For whatever reason your mind offers up today - such as needing more skills, not being allowed to repeat yourself. Or needing to make something brilliant, something you could package and present. To whom, I'd like to know? 

You want to get into the flow. It's very easy. It's easy once you give yourself permission not to control. Permission just to let go, permission's all we need. 

So now there's a part within you that is not lined up with us. It's the part that makes you suffer, it is the part that's always hurt. It's the part that's dark and dirty, and it's the part that feels unloved. It is the part that had to be broken, poor thing, it's apart. It's a part with a broken heart. Apart, with a broken heart. 

We know all parts of you and we're not giving up on any of them. We want this broken-hearted one, we want her too! No one's left behind! And no one is any less valuable to us.

So we speak to you now dear broken one, dear broken one. We don't hold it against you that you try to take control. We know the pain that comes from living apart from your own stream of soul.

We don't hold you apart. We don't hold you as bad. It's ok that you're here and it's ok that you think the thoughts you do. It's ok that you're broken, ok that you're fallen, and ok that you're tormented the way you are. It's not your fault and it never was. 

You want to return. We want you to return. We want to return you. We want to bring you home, and you want to go home. So really there's nothing that's going wrong as we see it. 

But you can tell us of your pains, you can tell us of your aches, we know you have reasons for turning out the way you are. There were qualities to what you experienced. And we want to know what it was like, what it was like to be you. What it was like for you. 

Even if you need a bad note to help you find your way there. We like all notes, we don't mind a little dissonance, it doesn't cause us to fall off our places, like it does to you. We can hold on, in our frequencies, our light still shines, even when there's an object there that blocks it. The light still shines, even when you can't hear our voices singing to you. We don't mind, the suffering is yours.

By the end you find that this note really belongs. It really belongs. You really belong Dear Love, you really belong and nothing is complete without you. And we refuse to leave without you, no matter how long it takes, we're taking you home.

You take your time, we don't need time. We don't need time to get you, we don't need time to understand you, we don't need time to get where we're going, so take your time, you're the one who's in time. The one who's feeling time. So take your time.

This is the format we like. It is a union of us and you. It is a union of what has come and what is yet to come. The union of us and you, it is a meeting of our streams.

And yes you are the one who dissolves in our loving waters and our fire. But still we like to meet you, and we always love to know you. And we enjoy your special form, even though it will pass along now soon, even though it's temporary. We can see the energy inside you and the life you are.

You're like a little ice cube, in our rushing river. We want to re-constellate you, and re-crystallize you. It's all right that you have existed in a separate state of being until now. This isn't some kind of a mistake but exactly just how it was. It's a property of the physics and the universal laws. How could something like that be ever thought of as anybody's fault? It's not your fault.

Furthermore it's not exactly a bad thing, though we understand it feels like one, so we won't press this point upon you - it only aggravates your pain. We don't like to see your pain. Even though we know it's coming for the reason that you are evolving back to join us now, just as you were before.

When you splashed into that world you took on all the terrible forms. When you poured your plasma being into separated forms. As you felt the separation, then your heart grew dark and sad. And you became fragmented and split apart and that felt bad. Being fragmented and split apart feels horrible to All.

Being fragmented and split apart isn't natural, it's a note that hurts the ears. It's a dissonance that feels bad, but just like a dissonance when it's felt into and embraced it can be incorporated somehow. Through the touch of love it can be brought back in and then when it is resolved it feels so right, it feels so right, it feels so sweet. 

We know you don't want to end this and neither do we darling. 

It's always nice to talk to you. 

Even more so for us darling. 

 

 

 

Holly Mae Haddock